(Written on April 4 while waiting for Donald Trump to surrender for arrest in New York.) Why am I always surprised? It’s not like they haven’t been there. Every April in Spring The frogs start screaming: “Ha Ha, fuckers!” “I’m still here, ya bastards!” “I hid in the mud.” “I closed it all down, I shut down breathing, I sucked air through my skin, I let the heart beat slow, And slow, And Not Quite Stop. For months I willed thought to cease, If I heard at all it was a low hum, Kind of electrical While snow and ice and wind and gravity Made its winter show On the margins of the waters above.” “And now it’s April, fuckers.” “Squawk, peep and triiiiiiiill, motherfuckers!” I’m back and ready to propagate!” “Where my lady frogs, huh? “Fine specimen of man-frog, right here!” Peepeep Peeeeeeeeeeeep!
All posts by Steve Marsh
What a Ride: A Proposal
Looks like we might have made it to the finish line.
At least we could walk it from here.
Well, you could. I have some doubts.
And it wasn’t like it was a smooth ride.
Lots of couples hit some bumps in the road,
But we skidded out more than once,
Saw the ditches way too close
When I was driving a while ago,
And I know we caught air this last time.
You were driving.
But I think I can see the route ahead
And now that we know we don’t speak the same language,
But we think we’re heading the same way,
I’ll try to navigate if you’ll do the steering.
Deal?
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Admonition
My elders were very poor teachers,
Or I was a piss-poor student.
So much about aging was left unsaid
Or unheard:
That pain is ugly
But it’s only pain.
That your heart will heal
But it might be a little crooked afterwards.
That the injuries from the Spring of youth
Return in the Winter.
That you can weep when one who cares
moves on—
And still wish them every goodness.
They also didn’t mention that
Mentors grow in age,
That gardens aren’t about vegetables,
That owning a dog isn’t about owning.
And shame on them for not telling
How an old heart can swell,
not just with edema,
But from the full panoramic view of life
As it plays out on the faces of children
And then the Elfin magic of grandchildren.
I’m writing this down today
So no one else forgets to say
Or hear.
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MEDIA ALERT!
for old mostly white people who medicate with Michigan legal marihuana (no, really, that’s what we legalized in Michigan). I have found a new show that caps the peak of the Boomer nostalgia mountain. Wait. It’s animated. It has Elvis (portrayed by Matthew McConauhey). It touches on every media button of the 60s and you want to shake off the pain and bring on a new, appreciative state of mind. AGENT ELVIS, Here’s a link to a real review. https://www.hollywoodreporter.com/tv/tv-reviews/agent-elvis-review-matthew-mcconaughey-netflix-1235354807/
PS You don’t have to be white, or even mostly white to watch this show. The part of you that enjoys this show is the part that is an old white or mostly white person living inside you.
A Gift From the Cosmos
I don’t know where these came from. They seem to be characters in a music/arts scene somewhere. Two are recognizable as characters I’ve known from Ann Arbor. That’s George Bedard of George Bedard and the Kingpins above. He seems to belong with these. I don’t now if there are more of them or if they interact somehow, but I put them here so they won’t get lost.
Rocky
Low blare of the bass sax.
Get back to it, man.
Cats wearing shades.
Collars up-turned.
Black pants.
Black pants.
Hepcats in the wings.
Rocky croons a vibrato.
Her name is Wynona.
Rocky never gives us rules,
A right-hearted man.
Wynona was all warm.
Her hair with wine.
Her voice full of no-nah, no-nah.
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..
George danced like a question mark.
It was always the same question.
The cat snapped his fingers
And kept the burning stump of a Lucky
Between his lips,
Smoke curling into a squinted eye.
George had been around a couple more years
Than the rest of the hep-cats.
A pioneer with a question
That never got answered.
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(PS This is not George Bedard. This is another George who may very well have gone to listen to the Kingpins.)
..
Billy
Tough Black cat with a white guy’s name,
In a scene that’s pretty white.
Took the bias both ways.
Talks code to cross over
When he hangs at the last juke joint.
It’s all Blues
And Rock-a-billy with him.
He’s a Blues-Billie.
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The Ardog
Beat poet
Black coat
A fucking beret,
Do you believe that cat?
Clove mutherfuckin’ cigarettes.
Does percussion on road trips
From the back seat
On the backs of the front seat.
Long hair flailing
But it’s getting thin already.
He’ll look like a monk in ten years.
Talks a hep game
But he’s a
One trick pony with eyebags.
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Jake.
Whatchew doing here?
You gotta get some strings for that thing, man. Whoever heard of a man playing the three string?
The hat
The shades
The trenchcoat.
Those beads.
Alcohol did that to your voice?
That ain’t mouthwash.
You’ll never change, man.
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Marcie,
Seems so French.
Holding her smoke upside-down
Pinched between her thumb and finger.
Also with the the black ankle boots.
They are French too?
your French sounds American.
Champs Elysees doesn’t sound a “p” in it.
Sometimes.
With Magyo,
Tough one,
Speaking Island French.
Holding Marcie’s temple
Against her bare shoulder,
Marcie’s neck in the crook of Magyo’s arm.
Marcie pouts.
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Lyman
Likes beer.
:likes wine.
My old lady left me
While I was paralyzed six months.
Don’t hit me with no bus.
I’ll sue yer ass.
I’m set for life.
Now she wants to come back.
Lyman says no.
But he’s mad he has to say it.
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Lump,
Everywhere he goes
It rains.
It finds him in the park,
In the alley.
He oozes the gloom.
No one smiles to see him
Or buys him a drink.
Keeps his hands in his overcoat.
Self-fulfilling prophet.
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Jimmy Hot
Best dancer
Best fighter
Best racer
Best car
Best piano
But he’s boogie woogie, dontchaknow.
Too big to be a back-up.
He’ll beat your rockabillies
With a baseball bat or a piano.
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..
Sweeny
Like all vixens
That look
That walk
That way of listening
And acting like there must be something better to do.
Used to be in the life
Now she’s kept.
Angling for Lyman
But with a man the age of
Lyman’s father.
Lyman’s father is dead.
So will this guy be
Before Sweeny is done with him.
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..
Smitty’s on Alto
Plays it like a clarinet
Squeaks it
Lets it drone
He sweats
And he finds that one riff.
He plays it again
Again
Again
Again
Again
It breaks and the guy on the drums
Brings the band back.
That cat’s always there.
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Review: The Last Chairlift
John Irving announced The Last Chairlift would be his final novel before it hit the shelves. (I mean, he’s 80.) After reading it, I think it is fitting. Before I read this novel, I claimed John Irving as my second favorite fiction author (There is no better storyteller than James Lee Burke.) And that my favorite Irving novels, in order, were: 1. Hotel New Hampshire, 2. The World According to Garp, 3. A Prayer for Owen Meany. Each of those novels is a first person, autobiographical novel about the life of a literary man (writers/English teachers) who used to live in New England but who now lives in Toronto and/or Europe, and so is Chairlift. Each of those other stories is a kind of coming of age tale and relate their powerful themes inside that kind of structure. Chairlift does too, except the age Chairlift comes to is 80. I happened to be in my 73rd year as I read it and I appreciated both when his recollection of the history of the last 80 years matched my own and when his fervor of all kinds was familiar inside my own experiences. In other words, that old guy tells a story appreciated by another old guy.
The way this guy uses language is a joy. It is intelligent but not overly erudite. It is full of lofty ideas but not snooty. John Irving’s voice is among the most American in the world. And the treatment of pronouns (and the plot driven necessity to handle pronouns) is delightful. I’d love to insert an example here, but it would be too big a spoiler. If you have ever had an argument with anyone over he/she/they, read this novel.
Now, your homework: You will want a working understanding of another fat tome—Moby-Dick. (Also a first person narrative novel.) If you’ve never read it and you want to hurry through Melville, I have a good cheat where you can get away with reading only 35 chapters and ignore all those “interstitial” chapters. For extra credit, it wouldn’t hurt to have read “Bartleby, the Scrivener.” Also, if you would like to appreciate just how autobiographical this novel is, check out Irving’s Wikipedia page at https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/John_Irving I promise it will make you happy if you are a word-geek.
Let me tell you a couple of things I didn’t like:
I did not like the appearance of long segments of screenplay inserted into the text. I don’t buy plays of any kind. I hate the artificiality of what feels like “telling me a movie.” Movies are for watching, not reading. Irving tries to justify using the form the first time because, he claims, it is more powerful for its immediateness, being written as it is in present tense. The ceaseless voice-overs become necessary when Irving doesn’t allow himself one of his best tools–his narrative voice. If, as Irving asserts, present tense is the best way to tell a part of the story, why not just tell the reader that and proceed with 1st person, present tense? I would find that irritating too but I’d forgive it quicker than the THREE long screenplay sequences. As an aside, I am sure Irving plans for this to be a big movie and those scenes are already done. They are key scenes too. But I generally prefer novels to movies. I always appreciate novelists more than screenplay writers. PS, It also bothered me–lower case “b”– each time he mentions winning an Oscar for a screenplay.
And I did not like the 888 page length. The first 100 pages become this necessary slog to get all the different characters down without much plot advancement (and Irving novels are 19th Century monuments to plot). But as always with Irving, pay attention to everyone and every event in the beginning because you know they will come back to (ahem) haunt you. And the last 100 pages are necessary to tie up ten thousand loose ends. And, as I said above, THREE movie segments. Forgive me some math. The book is 888 pages. The three segments, Chapters 30, 45 and 49 add up to 228 pages. The list price of this fat tome is $38.00. That means I spent $9.76 on a screenplay. That’s more than the last 25 years!
The novel is a beautiful (if too long) amalgam of those other three stories. We have lesbians who are mute, a big sample of the spectrum of human sexuality, Vietnam, Regan and AIDS, humans of very small stature, death and death, plenty of dark humor, wrestling, teaching in high school and college, lots of talk of writers, between writers, about writing, and best of all, that Irving irreverent political commentary. If you liked Garp, you’ll see something familiar in this writer’s life and his relationship with his mother. If you liked Owen, you will see other little people here. If you liked Hotel you’ll love the haunted hotel in this story.
Oh, did I mention it’s a ghost story?
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Early Self-Portrait
I watched a documentary identifying the oldest cave paintings as belonging to Neanderthals. I followed that up with about a dozen YouTube videos. It changes everything in the everlasting narcissism of homo sapiens. Most prehistoric cave art of human hand outlines depicts left hands. It is presumed that means the artist (most likely a woman) was probably using the right hand to help make the images.
This original print appears to be a left hand, but, because block printing reverses the image, the original subject matter came from my right hand. In fact, I first created an “original print” of my right hand on paper with printers’ ink.
I gave my primitive self free-reign on this project.
9×12 inches on acid-free paper. Edition of 13 plus one original right hand print.
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Taurus
I’m experimenting with woodcuts instead of lino blocks. This is a “quick and dirty” little image called Taurus. The odd surface of the ink is because I’m doing something like a novice…but I think I like it, given the subject matter. Image 3.5″ x 4″ 1/10
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What Was Your First Big Trip?
Our family never got to take many trips. It was outside the budget to travel, so, as a rule we didn’t do it.
I can think of two early exceptions that I will write about today and another bigger vacation later that I will write about tomorrow.
I am writing this on National Michigan Day, that is the anniversary of the date of admission to the Union for our lovely pair of peninsulas. If you have read “The Great Toledo War” by Harold “Swampy” Marsh, you know that the only war fought between states other than that other Civil War was fought between Ohio and Michigan. Ohio won and got Toledo and we got stuck with the Upper Peninsula. But it wasn’t until my lifetime that Michiganders could even get to the U.P. without a boat.
Sometime in what was probably late summer of 1956, or early summer of 1957 Mom and Dad bundled us into the car and we headed north. The reason I know the approximate timeline is that the object of our wandering was the car ferry at the Straits of Mackinac. It was the last year the ferry operated before the Mackinac Bridge opened on November 1, 1957. I can’t say for sure why I remember that date. It must have been strongly impressed on me as a kid, probably by my Dad. He had a head full of historical minutia.
The bridge had been a huge capital plan since about the birth of my great-grandfather. In fact, the research I did today, mostly from the Mackinac Bridge Authority https://www.mackinacbridge.org , indicates the first meeting that discussed the need for a bridge spanning the Straits was held at the Grand Hotel on Mackinac Island in 1888! By 1934 the first price tag on such a project came in at $33,400,000. But no plan came to fruition until 1953 when bonds totaling $99,800.000 were issued and the Bridge was on its way to reality.
I believe we took this boat ride to the U.P. so that I could remember a time before the direct route. It seems to have worked.
Michigan was home to the Motor City. The entire state’s economy and culture was built upon names like Ford, Olds, Chevrolet and yet no person had ever driven the length of Michigan without that 5 mile boat ride from Mackinac City to St. Ignace. In 1956 or 57 Harold and Joyce set out to do it again.
I remember nothing from the drive up to the ferry. We left very early in the morning and all three of us kids slept much or most of the trip to the top of the Lower Peninsula. But we were awake and anxious as we waited in what seemed like a huge line of cars and trucks queued up to board the boat. I feared we were too far back in the line and we would have to return the next day. The ferry itself was the biggest boat I had yet seen in all of my 6 years. The photo above is the ship we rode in 1956. “The Vacationland” could transport about 150 vehicles at a time. I do not remember a thing about that time in the Upper Peninsula. I don’t know if we stayed a day or a week, but I remember that boat ride (and the horrible stink of diesel fumes in the hold). The ride seemed like an ocean voyage.
Fast forward to some date in 1958. The Marsh family was off to make that trip again. The “Mighty Mac” had opened the previous November and thousands had crossed the Straits by passenger car. I remember this trip much better. There are some old black and white photos somewhere that support my memories.
It seems to me now that the original goal was to drive across the bridge and so we went there apparently without stopping. I don’t think we had bought the almost new 1957 two-tone Chevy. (I’d give an arm for that car today!) So we must have been driving the old ’53 Plymouth. Either way, I was old enough to have a window seat in the back and I was subjected to my first taste of vertigo as we drove across the steel grid of the inner lane on the bridge. I could look out the window and all the way down to the Lake, 199 feet below. Neither of my sisters would even look out the window.
I’m not sure of all the places we went in the Upper Peninsula. I am certain we saw the Tahquamenon Falls, referred to sometimes as the Root Beer Falls because of the unique amber colored water. They were cool for about 15 minutes to a 7 year old, but it seemed to take a very long time to get there (not far from Paradise).
The Toonerville Trolly, was a big hit on that trip. It was (and still is) a steam powered, narrow gauge train that takes you through Black Bear country to a riverboat landing. The boat is called the Hiawatha today, and it may have had the same name back in the 50s. That is a longer ride. When you arrive there is a longish hike to see the falls. (Today I discover the hike is 5/8 of a mile each way with a lot of stairs to climb. I’ll bet there was a lot of complaining from people with short legs.)
Other than the Bridge and the Falls, I only remember one more significant event from that trip. We had stopped somewhere near Lake Superior in Christmas, Michigan. This is the kitschiest Christmas town in the world, complete with a 35 foot Santa Clause standing out by the road. I remember sending a postcard to a friend from the post office (with Christmas stamps and a Christmas, Michigan post mark). We met the “real” Santa and got to spend a good amount of time with him. As I said, I was 7 and had been clued in to the real meaning of Santa, but both of my sisters believed in the conventional children’s way. What poor Santa didn’t know (but my parents did) was that Karla had an active case of the mumps. (When we got home, both Crystal and I came down with the mumps too. She was definitely contagious.) To help disguise her ailment, Mom had put Karla in a hat that tied under her chin with a wide ribbon. I’m still not certain it did any disguising as much as it accentuated her condition but when Santa met my sister, he leaned over and said to Karla, “Ho Ho Ho! You have some cute, chubby cheeks, don’t you?” Karla was over the moon that her hero spoke directly to her. The rest of us hoped Santa had already had the mumps as a child, otherwise he was in for some hurting.
A quick search today reveals that there is a distance of 376 miles between Charlotte, MI and Christmas, MI. That’s how far we spread the mumps virus that summer. Karla was our own little 3-year-old Typhoid Mary. That’s the story of how the Marshes made an impact on the health history of the great State of Michigan.
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House of the Rising Sun by James Lee Burke and It’s Place in Literature
Is this a review? Kinda. Go ahead and buy it. If you like Burke, you’ll like it. If you like Hackberry Holland, you’ll love it. If you think it is beneath your literary values to read a “cowboy story,” you’re just full of crap.
When I was in college back in the Pleistocene, the world was still enamored with Ernest Hemingway. He was the “man’s man” writer of the early 20th Century and that reputation lasted until near the end of my time teaching. Something happened along the way and men’s men, especially white men’s men, became passè in literature. That standard can be argued by a different literary generation than my own, BUT (you knew I’d say that, didn’t you?) a thing that critics raved about in the 30s and 40s, that catapulted Hemingway into his weird status as the epitome of “manly” is the same thing that catapulted him to a Nobel Prize for Literature. Like his character Hackberry Holland, Burke is a man/writer out of his own time. He handles the disconnect like a master.
It is my contention that much of the spirit of the Hemingway Code is captured (and its flaws demonstrated) in a parallel construction between a very good Hemingway book, The Sun Also Rises, 1926, and this very good Burke book, 2015.
A few housekeeping duties: In TSAR, the characters have just come through the War to End All Wars—the first mechanized war—and many millions are killed and maimed. In HOTRS, the main character is older and it is his son who has come through The Great War and experienced his own tragic injuries. This parallel is necessary for a master novelist to measure the moral effect on the human spirit. The lesson is taught through the rejection of religion. But both writers find that humans have a need for some moral equivalent to fill the void, aching in some ways to be filled by some spiritual meaning.
One of the clearest ways each novelist deals with the problem of spiritual loss is to convert man’s interaction with the natural world to “secular equivalents of religion.” Those actions can be taken alone or in communion with others, most often, other men. Consider this classic exchange between characters Jake Barnes and Bill Gorton. Note the language and the ritual-like behavior, especially in the treatment of the fish, a classic symbol of Christianity.
I did not feel the first trout strike. When I started to pull up I felt that I had one and brought him, fighting and bending the rod almost double, out of the boiling water at the foot of the falls, and swung him up and onto the dam. He was a good trout, and I banged his head against the timber so that he quivered out straight, and then slipped him into my bag.
While I had him on, several trout had jumped at the falls. As soon as I baited up and dropped in again I hooked another and brought him in the same way. In a little while I had six. They were all about the same size. I laid them out, side by side, all their heads pointing the same way, and looked at them. They were beautifully colored and firm and hard from the cold water. It was a hot day, so I slit them all and shucked out the insides, gills and all, and tossed them over across the river. I took the trout ashore, washed them in the cold, smoothly heavy water above the dam, and then picked some ferns and packed them all in the bag, three trout on a layer of ferns, then another layer of fems, then three more trout, and then covered them with ferns. They looked nice in the ferns, and now the bag was bulky, and I put it in the shade of the tree.
It was very hot on the dam, so I put my worm-can in the shade with the bag, and got a book out of the pack and settled down under the tree to read until Bill should come up for lunch.
…
“Get any?” he asked. He had his rod and his bag and his net all in one hand, and he was sweating. I hadn’t heard him come up, because of the noise from the dam.
“Six. What did you get?”
Bill sat down, opened up his bag, laid a big trout on the grass. He took out three more, each one a little bigger than the last, and laid them side by side in the shade from the tree. His face was sweaty and happy.
“How are yours?”
“Smaller.”
“Let’s see them.”
“They’re packed.”
“How big are they really?”
“They’re all about the size of your smallest.”
“You’re not holding out on me?”
“I wish I were.”
“Get them all on worms?”
“Yes.”
“You lazy bum!”
Bill put the trout in the bag and started for the river, swinging the open bag. He was wet from the waist down and I knew he must have been wading the stream.
I walked up the road and got out the two bottles of wine. They were cold. Moisture beaded on the bottles as I walked back to the trees. I spread the lunch on a newspaper, and uncorked one of the bottles and leaned the other against a tree. Bill came up drying his hands, his bag plump with ferns.
“Let’s see that bottle,” he said. He pulled the cork, and tipped up the bottle and drank. “Whew! That makes my eyes ache.”
“Let’s try it.”
The wine was icy cold and tasted faintly rusty.
“That’s not such filthy wine,” Bill said.
“The cold helps it,” I said.
We unwrapped the little parcels of lunch.
“Chicken.”
“There’s hard-boiled eggs.”
“Find any salt?”
“First the egg,” said Bill. “Then the chicken. Even Bryan could see that.”
“He’s dead. I read it in the paper yesterday.”
“No. Not really?”
“Yes. Bryan’s dead.”
Bill laid down the egg he was peeling.
“Gentlemen,” he said, and unwrapped a drumstick from a piece of newspaper. “I reverse the order. For Bryan’s sake. As a tribute to the Great Commoner. First the chicken; then the egg.”
“Wonder what day God created the chicken?”
“Oh,” said Bill, sucking the drumstick, “how should we know? We should not question. Our stay on earth is not for long. Let us rejoice and believe and give thanks.”
“Eat an egg.”
Bill gestured with the drumstick in one hand and the bottle of wine in the other.
“Let us rejoice in our blessings. Let us utilize the fowls of the air. Let us utilize the product of the vine. Will you utilize a little, brother?”
“After you, brother.”
Bill took a long drink.
“Utilize a little, brother,” he handed me the bottle. “Let us not doubt, brother. Let us not pry into the holy mysteries of the hen-coop with simian fingers. Let us accept on faith and simply say—I want you to join with me in saying—What shall we say, brother?” He pointed the drumstick at me and went on. “Let me tell you. We will say, and I for one am proud to say—and I want you to say with me, on your knees, brother. Let no man be ashamed to kneel here in the great out-of-doors. Remember the woods were God’s first temples. Let us kneel and say: ‘Don’t eat that, Lady—that’s Mencken.’”
“Here,” I said. “Utilize a little of this.”
We uncorked the other bottle.
AMEN! If the same activities and conversation had been held between two medieval monks, very little might change. Hemingway and other men of his time, think Teddy Roosevelt for example, transmogrified the cathedral to the wilderness.
Along very similar lines, Consider this from Burke’s House of the Rising Sun. Burke tells us early in the story, Hackberry Holland has a certain moral void of which he is aware: Hackberry got put in jail twice on drunk and disorderly charges and sank into all the solipsistic pleasures of dipsomania, a state of moral insanity that allowed him to become a spectator rather than a participant in the deconstruction of his life. Also, if he wished, he could visit the path up Golgotha without ever leaving his home. Who needed nails and wooden crosses and the Roman flagella and the spittle of the crowd when an uncorked bottle of mescal or busthead whiskey was close by?
Cruder, perhaps, but appropriate to an Oklahoma cow wrangler.
In this long (over 400 pages) novel, Burke pauses at nearly the exact center of the story to insert this scene of his lone protagonist encountering his own moral deficit after he kills a man (justifiably, if you squint).
That night Hackberry put on his canvas coat and a flop hat and went down to the riverside with a wicker chair and a bait bucket and a cane pole strung with a fishing line and a wood bobber and a treble hook and a weight made from a miniè ball, and set up shop at the edge of the water. He baited the treble hook with a piece of liver and cast it close to an eddy behind a downed cottonwood tree where yellow catfish as thick as his upper arm hung in schools. But the real purpose of his visit to the riverside was not to catch fish. A few feet away, under a tangle of cable left over from a logging operation, was the hiding spot he had chosen for the artifact he now thought of as the cup. He had wrapped it and its wood case inside a rubber slicker, and then a tarp, and tied it with rope, and at night had buried it up the slope in a dry spot that never collected water.
He was not sure why he was drawn to this particular spot by the river on this particular night, but he knew his purpose did not have to do with fish. The truth was, he could not deal with the image of the burned man lying in the alley, his head resting in the Mexican woman’s lap, blood pumping from holes in his stomach.
Hackberry shut his eyes and opened them again, trying to restart his thought processes before they led him into the dark places that were a trap, never a solution. He looked over his shoulder at the tangle of cable and the burial spot he had planted divots of grass on. “I don’t know if you actually used that cup or not, but I need some he’p.”
He was surprised at his request. He had never been keen on prayer and in fact was not exactly sure what it consisted of. In his experience, religious moments tended to occur when people were about to fall off a cliff or get rope-dragged through a cactus patch.
“I was set up, but I doubt if anybody will believe that. Were it not for the sheriff in Bexar County, I’d probably be charged with manslaughter. The sheriff in Bexar County is not the type of man I want to be indebted to. I’m open to any suggestions you have, sir.”
There was no reply. The moon was full above the hills, its mountains and craters and ridges like an enormous bruise on its surface. Hackberry looked again at the burial spot. “Tell me what to do, sir. Tell that boy in the brothel I’m sorry. Maybe he was a friend of my son. The prewar army was a small group. Sir, what am I going to do? I feel absolutely lost.”
He felt his cane pole throb in his hand. His bobber had been pulled straight down in the eddy, the moisture squeezing from the tension in the line, the weight of the fish arching the pole to the point of breaking. He slipped his hands down the pole and grabbed the line and twisted it around his wrists and pulled the catfish clear of the eddy and the rotted cottonwood, through the reeds and onto the bank, it long, sleek, grayish-yellow sides and whiskers and spiked fins coating with sand.
He put his foot across the fish’s stomach and worked the treble hook free of its mouth, then picked it up by the tail, avoiding its spikes, and swung its head against a rock, slinging blood on the grass. He put the catfish in the bait bucket and squatted by the water’s edge and began washing the blood and fish slime from his hands. The water clouded and the blood disappeared inside it, but he could not get the smell of the fish and what it reminded him of off his hands.
I contend this scene is every bit as artful a construction as the one from Hemingway. And every bit as demonstrative of a man seeking out and practicing spiritual rituals in his participation in nature.
I will assert here that this scene is also very similar to the scene in Huckleberry (Hackberry) Finn, in which Huck has his conversation with God about the nature of friendship inside of religion and the law.
This novel was an old man author doing an excellent job of examining what a moral life is like to an old man character. At one point I took it to heart when someone admonished Hackberry Holland to choose in which Century he wanted to live. It does give an old man pause.
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